New week. same goals

 Well, 

here we are andvwe have some work to do. We have to finish up some reading for black studies and then we have to do some serious work with biology. I know we have a lot of work in front of us. But the good thing is that it can be  done with some hard work and some commitment. I am happy to report that the first two days of the week with the eating has been okay. I have gotten a lot of steps in and I do feel that I am loosing weight. I can see it in my neck and face on the left side. I know that is something to be grateful for and I hope that I can just keep the momentum going and just keep moving forward.ya know? 

I hope everyone else has had a great start to their week. And even if you have not, its never too late to turn it around and salvage the day. You know today may be all we have. Lets make the best of it. I have a midterm next Monday and I will NOT be surprised like I was last time. I am going to do much better this time around and WE ARE GOING TO KILL IT. you hear me??! KILL IT!

BYE YALL! 

So we definitely did okay for the midterm! And if it curved we will be in an even better position. I have to keep going and keep my head up and do the work. So I have to do a lot of reading and then do some more work in my other classes which are interesting classes and I feel pretty good about how I am going to end the class. If I continue to do well, I think I can get an A in the class. I am sure that the things that I need to do are just continue to stay away from the apartment. I have to! I have to stay on campus for classes and then go to the Jameson center and get work done that way. These girls will not be the reason why I am not passing my classes. I am just not going to let the things that I go through that are hard be the excuse. I can handle this and get through it with my head up. And it doesn't matter what these girls do. It really doesn't! I have the control to manage myself and that is enough work honestly. 

I am running uphill yall! In real life, I am running uphill and upstairs. I am so proud of me! I am noticing that I am dropping the pounds. I don't know exactly how far along I am in my weight loss, but I can tell. I want this face slim! Okay??! My patience has always been my biggest struggle. I have none about losing weight. I have to just be the one who kind of has to stay to myself and just be the girl who just does her best to focus on herself. I don't need to look at the weight, I am doing okay in my classes and  I can sleep kinda and get things done. We also are double majoring and doing the things that we need to so I AM GRATEFUL FOR CHRIST BEING WITH ME, and helping me to get things together. There are moments when I am not sure that I am doing the right thing, but then I remember that I am a woman of God and I do not have to stay anywhere that I don't feel that God has called me. What I am learning here is RESILIENCE. The things that are outside of me, don't have to get inside of me. It is only if I let it that it becomes a problem. 

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