What the future holds

So here we are. So much has happened over the past couple of weeks. We finished the summer up! We did well with all of our classes over the summer. Very well. I am pleased. I got a B in 10B. I am so glad about that. I totally put a lot on my plate for that move-out weekend. I was out by Friday morning. The rental car I think I talked about this in a previous post. I got myself on the train on time and I took my 10B final on the train. I got a C on it and I think I really earned that grade. I am super grateful that sometimes all it takes is the attitude to stick it out and I want to be grateful and do the best that I can with the time that I have here. I am a senior now and I think it is time to get a job to start paying down on these student loans that I owe. I feel that everything is not so completely new and I feel that I have my feet on the ground, and the worst classes are behind me lol. I am glad I had stayed for the summer and I feel that there are so many reasons to be negative, but we have to think of the goodness of JESUS.. he has been really working on my behalf. I had a pretty eventful week off at home. Everyone was sick. But I managed to not get sick in San Fransisco at all and not get sick at home when people started throwing up uncontrollably and things of that nature. I miss everyone already and can not wait to see them for Thanksgiving this year. I have a goal in mind, that I am going to stay focused and get this weight off. I already have gotten back into the habit of walking. I want to go swimming before it starts getting colder out here. But hey it is okay. 

 

I want to check in with myself stay accountable and be the most positive that I can be. I did some yoga stretches....and I still don't like it lol. But I  need to stretch and stay on top of moving my body. I have to sit down and think about how I am going to lose this weight. I am really going to just do it. I am glad that I got some habits started over the summer. I ate horribly that week that I was home. But hey no looking back, just moving forward. I am going to just watch what I am eating. I am eating pretty clean so far, the temptation to eat some Doordash is already heavy on me. But we will resist temptation. I am going to keep going and doing the things that I need to do.  

And this is for my sistas out there that are stressing about what is next...I am worried about it too, but I know that whatever we end up doing it is going to be okay. I am going to be in a good place and God has me. I want to go to places where I can find a good man. I want to be in the field working and my husband sees me and says, "Yeah that's me right there ". LOL, I am being funny, but at the same time, I am serious. I really want companionship. 

Also, SAMARA JOY  is coming to Santa Barbara in December, I really want to go. Those tickets are not inexpensive though. But I really want to see her. I am going to do several posts over the next couple of days before classes start. I am enjoying this break-off. A little over a week. I am grateful. God thankyou. Help me to be mindful.