Another day to KEEP HIM FIRST!

 Yoooooo!!! We are in week 5 of session B summer classes! I have almost completed 5 classes over the summer and wish that I was able to get another class done, but that's just me. Last week was not a great week, we had a lot of setbacks and a lot of Doordash orders. But we deleted Doordash off of my phone and I  have some healthy options in my refrigerator. I am excited to be going home in a few days. I miss my family! I am so ready for a break too lol. I just wanted to update the blog because life is moving! I blinked and 5 hours went by. I am going to do my best and try not to look at what didn't happen. And look at the possibilities that can happen from just being consistent. So here I GO. Starting again. I'm not counting, I'm not tracking every single day. I am just going to move on it. Thats all. One day at a time. One moment at a time, and just take on things one step at a time. I am ready to get a move on and try my best every day, whether we feel like it or not. Gotta keep pushing for real. I HOPE everyone else is doing okay and feels ready to take on the day. And even if you don't that is alright too! Lol. You can do all things. We have some goals in mind. I am looking at the 200s! And I can't stop now! We are closer than we realize. Get up, ask for forgiveness- and mean it- and ask God for the ability to move regardless of emotion. God, I am praying for us to master our minds. Not to be ruled by what we feel. But by what you have called/ordained us to do. With NO FEAR! God you have set us up to not only win but to win through our failures. We don't have to be sad or depressed about life and the things we didn't do quite right, because our life is in you!  God, I thank you for another chance! Help me to stay on the right track and not let any external force dictate my relationship with you. I'm with you GOD when things are right, and when things feel like HELL on Earth. I am still with you. God take control of this mind. I place in under your authority through the wisdom of the holy spirit! God, I ask that you help me to crucify this flesh daily! I am sick of this for real! Sick of being a slave to food and eating just for the sake of eating! I am tired of being tired from just walking a few steps. I am tired of looking in the mirror and seeing the physical damage I am doing to myself. God help me to treat my temple with better care. You gave me this body, the least I can do is upkeep it! In JESUS' name AMEN! 

GO and sin no more sis. Be on your way. Don't beat yourself up. You are forgiven!