Health update

 So I know its been a couple of days since I have posted anything. Im kind of going back and forth and debating about what I want to do. I got some things off of my todo list, and I am happy about it because now I can stop kicking myself about not being a good steward over my belongings. I am soo silly. Anyway... 

I can feel that I am losing weight again. I feel that my legs are a lot slimmer than usual and I can tell that I am moving a bit quicker than normal. I have to be honest, I am excited to see the progress. I don't really know how much I have lost, but I am optimistic that it is a considerable amount because I am seeing and feeling the effects. I have been doing a good job at fighting my cravings with sodas and icecream, I am thinking that I can do this. I went swimming by myself yesterday and felt really great about it. I know that there are many things going on and I am not doing a great job at multitasking. However, I must say that I crave going swimming and walking. I don't look at it as punishment anymore and I want to go and do it. I don't know if I feel better after going. But I do know on average it is better than being in the house and staying stuck at the computer getting NOTHING DONE. I am so fricking proud of me. 

Keep going ash. You will fins the balance and make it make sense with school and excercise and workouts and eventually a job and church... God already told you that this year the weight was coming off, because you finally became willing to break up with the inanimate boyfriend: food. Now continue to grow and tell yourself no. This discipline you are making and committing to is working and paying off.